This picture is the perfect illustration of how I'm feeling right now.
This week, I got back my results for the recent exam that I just took, and it was sooo bad.
And for the entire week, I just felt really depressed and tired.
Tired from all these never ending incoming flow of homework, and also having to start revising for the next exam that we will be having in July.
It gets harder when you see your friends enjoying their lives on instagram, and it makes you wonder if all the sacrifices made these 2 years are gonna worth it.
The thought of me screwing up my A'levels and being unable to pursue ANYTHNG, not to mention my passion and dream really scared the shit out of me.
And I see everything that I've been doing, all the hard work, tuitions...
This when reality definitely gave me a good wake up call.
I have to make all these worthwhile and the only way is to persevere.
I just pray for the strength to survive the upcoming months...
Do everything that I can, and not lose the fighting spirit that I had since last year.
It's gonna be so tough, but let's do this.
No more procrastination, absolute concentration, and no more wasting of precious time!!!